What's really tough is when those you love  go through hard times and there's nothing you can do..... When bullying happens.... mistreatment.... judgement..... abandonment.... the list goes on. Everything in me wants to fix it, but I can't. Hopelessness becomes my struggle. Again I try to look beyond myself.... beyond those I love.  I try to have hope in an all loving God, but when nothing happens it tempts me with  disillusion; especially when so much has come from "Christians". Again a pray and hope...... I guess I hope and trust God is bigger and better than people.